So... hungry (but it's 3:09am here)

I've been writing shit posts the past few days, just basically on my revision but I'm not really in the mood to write something properly.
However, I could have today but instead I just surfed the web and did no revision.

I'll just panic about it tomorrow.

I'm hammered. Exhausted. Worn out.

And this time, I've only done 2 hours of revising. However in the state I'm in (lack of concentration from lack of sleep) I don't think I can study so just going to do latin translation, memories countries/cities for social studies then sleep. Okay.

Things I have done today:

• english- lay out my themes, characters, symbolisms for my essay
• done two pages in my language book and revised the close reading terms
• done my 1-day worth of math
• only two pages of science revision sheet (I told you, I'm sleep deprived)
• Watched 10 episodes of an anime. 

I can see why I haven't done much work...

I don't think I mentioned this, but I have exams coming up next week and I've barely studied. I keep telling myself to start revising early, like at 5pm or something but I always have this certain time that I end up studying at: 8:30pm. All the time. It's a little strange.

And when I start at that time, I become all sleepy and blaaah so by the time I've done 3 and a half hours of work I've hardly done anything. It's very sad.

I should do my english revision today as well but I'm just knackered so I'm just going to fill out my english booklet, read over my latin notes and go to sleep.

Goodnight

Exam revision is killing me

Actually, procrastination is. I started working at 9pm, and just then as I was revising for english I fell asleep for like 10 minutes. I haven't even been revising a lot, like thirty minutes doing maths homework, thirty minutes on latin, another ten-thirty on english and was going to do science and social studies but it's going to take too long so just going to do social studies revision then sleep, although science is pretty important. I'll just do it tomorrow.

Of course, this is now procrastination usually starts; I'll do it later.

Warning: Serious boringness coming ahead.

I'm back (well you obviously know that if you're reading, but whatever.)

I read my old posts last night, and I was a little ashamed at some of the posts I wrote. This is a blog where there is no judging, yet I still did some discrimination no matter how small it was. I really am still immature.

So how was my day? if you don't want to read a whole list of ramblings on my boring day, just click the 'x' button haha


I woke up at 8:00am today, got out of bed and washed my face. After shoving my contacts into my eyes for like 5 minutes (it seriously wouldn't go in), I got changed into my tight uniform. Obviously I need to slim down, but I'm far too lazy to actually lose weight.
Got ready at 8:30am and walked to school for like 5minutes. School was pretty good; especially last period in P.E. Yes, normally I hate P.E but we got to basically do whatever we wanted to do so my friend and I played volleyball and it was good fun. Oh, and I learnt that I have long arms.
I came back home sweating, so I took a shower which was really NICE. Seriously it's so hot here I think I'm going to meeeelt.
And now I'm on the computer. And probably will be until it's 8:30pm and then I'll start my revision for my exams even though I should really start earlier as they're next week.
Then I'll sleep probably after 2am and another day will start.

That's all for now I guess. Goodbye,


b
u
t

n
o
t

f
o
r

l
o
n
g

Quick rant before I go off

I've been feeling a strange distance towards a close friend of mine. I thought it had gone away, but it turns out it hasn't. Whenever I'm with her, I feel a sharp feeling of bitterness and I somehow feel like I want to just snap at her. I'm not quite sure why but I think she's somehow upset me. Or, I'm being a bitch but I've never actually really felt like this to anyone, especially someone as close to me as she is.

It's Halloween today

Wow. It's seriously been a long time since I've been on here.
Things look different; I mean even the font and layout looks different although I think it's just me hallucinating. I've changed too although I'm not sure whether it's for the better or not- the old me would have cringed to see how I am now, but standing in my shoes right now the world doesn't look so bad. I like the shoes I'm in right now.

(Excuse my strange rambling.)

Some (or none) may ask why I never go on my blog now. Pure laziness? Not really; I am lazy but I find time to go on the computer. I think that maybe, maybe my time for now has gone with Blogger, and soon maybe in weeks, months, hopefully not years I will come back to it. I don't really know.

I really like Blogger. It was almost like my journal; somewhere I could just spill my thoughts on, somewhere no one else would see. It didn't matter that I was alone because that was the whole point. Just me with myself.

Gosh this sounds like I'm saying goodbye. But I'm not. I mean, heck I might even go back onto Blogger this week again because writing right now in such a long time feels good. Or maybe not. I don't know; I just don't want to make any promises that I can't keep.


I'll see you guys soon.