Latin teachers are creepy.

My latin teacher is slightly pedophile ish.

And also seems to be into bribery...
Inteeeeeresting...

I love you God

Yesturday I came back from this church service, which had been amazing, one of the best ones I'd been to.
I wanted to text about it but because I was on my phone my fingers hurt and I was incredibly tired, so I decided to just write a draft copy and edit it the day after which is NOW.

So on Sunday a couple of friends and I decided to go to a church service kind of thing, which we heard Jayesslee were performing! Duckiee and I LOVE THEM! We love their voice and their humor. They're also my friend's idol because she too wants to sing, play the guitar and perform.
So if you don't know them here's a video:

SO they're Christian which I find really cool! And they sing amazing, even better in person. I was so excited when I saw them, and wanted to talk to them but... (I'll explain later)
Anyways, so they sang and already after the second song I was in tears! And yes, I have been emotional lately but also because she sang a song she wrote herself and wow. The lyrics spoke to the heart, and it was a song that everyone could relate to. I especially could because on friday I had a sort of fight with a friend.

(Btw it's called Failure in Disguise)

I won't go explain what this sort of fight was about, but basically it left us in a awkward situation and I felt so crap because I had just gotten a not achieved mark in social studies, and almost as if a trigger was pushed I started crying, which was pretty embarrassing as I was at school. Long story into short, we were okay but I still felt awful because to me it seemed like it was all my fault (to which my friend (not the one I fought with)said that although i kind of accidentally started it, I didn't mean to and my other friend didn't exactly react how she should have.) The whole weekend I was feeling sick about it, and regretful.
Back to Sunday night, as I heard this song I could feel that it related to me, because I've felt lonely, alone so many times. Also this one line , 'Have you ever felt like you just stepped over the line, and then did you just pretend everything was fine' related to the fight I had. It was just so... coincidental.
Then we had the priest and he was the best priest I had ever heard! As you may know, I'm Korean but I speak English so much better. And it's always been awkward for me when you get those tests and it's like are you english or asian and your like umm.... Because although I love Korea and am Korean, I feel like I'm more   english because I've been living in a english-speaking country for so long. It gets really confusing and annoying, and this man also knew how we felt because he was like that too. He also spoke in english and I could actually understand. He was really inspiring, funny, and his dedication to God was just so... strong and it made  me a little weepy. He also said really important stuff, like how some people don't know how much they're worth, and that everyone is priceless because they cost as much as the blood that Jesus bleed when dying for our sins. That wasn't the only thing that was awesome, but seeing how many people were dedicated to God and loved him was just... I don't really know how to sum it up but it made me all teary, and smiley. Overall, it was such a great experience and I felt so good and happy after it.
The only downside was that after it I really wanted to talk and get a signature from Janice and Sonia but we had to go so I was so disappointed! But I didn't mind too much, because the evening had been so amazing.
Anyways, I'm sorry for not writing in as much detail as I wanted to, but it was just too hard to (edit: just re-read this post and decided it was too long. Ops.). And to end this blogpost, I will put up a photo that includes Pokemon and God=absolute coolness.

Cactus

This is what i knitted for my cactus- itsnt it cauuuute? Like a pot warmer :)

I got wifi!

Weeeeeeell, i got this new phone since last wek and ever sincr ive been trying to get wifi. Becuase, you know whats the point of having a smart phone without wifi?

Finally, i did end up getting wifi... But made my interne screwy up. So as i speak theres a man who looks strangely likw mychonny from youtube. Hm.

So anyway i am blogging on my phone and all i can do is SQUEAL

If I die young

I was going through Youtube videos, and I found one song that is my new favourite. It's sweet, but bitter at the same time. It's by The Bang Perry, called If I die young.

I think that the girl singing this is really pretty, and cute! But that's not what matters, she has a really nice voice (she does country music), and amazing lyrics.

My favourite line is this one:

Funny when your dead how people start listening. 


That is really true. Because, often you hear someone who passed away, and someones I think to myself, 'why is it that only now they're getting the attention?' I mean, don't get me wrong, death is a big thing, but shouldn't everyone have taken notice of these people just as much when they were alive?
It seems kind of... wrong?


If I ever died, I would love to have this song played, just because it's so good.

Note- I just re-read this and thought of something else. When people die, you know how people say that you don't realise how much they needed them until they died? Perhaps that's what she meant by, funny when your dead how people start listening. It's when your gone, when people remember you the most.

You know life is weird when your sipping corn juice.

I just remembered; in the weekend, I was really wanting to do this so the mum bought a packet of marshmallows, Nutella and pastry and we made this.

Trust me, it was close to heaven, minus the whole marshmallows spilling out and almost burning my tounge.

Earthquake break is over, time for school again.
Oh, bundles of joy.

Aftershocks suck.

In period 5, we were doing this thing where whenever someone enters the room, we yell out their name and clap. Everyone was feeling good, when suddenly...

gihgpi2bvinv qeihgqRUMBLEEEEEE


Yes, another aftershock, only a pretty big one.
We got sent home.

A disturb(ed?) mind.

When you are talking to your friend on the computer and she's telling you about this guy we've known for agees that is like our brother (3 years older) telling her that he likes her and you have a look of concentration on your face when really this is how your brain looks like from the inside:

Back to school tomorrow

Today's post is going to only be a bunch of photos, and a few sentences because I'm incredibly tired and I have homework to do.

This is the same hair clip, that used to have the words 'dea' on it as well as something else replacing the flower. Then it fell off so I added on the flower and changed the words into 'pie' because it was getting embarrassing whenever my latin buddies pointed out it meant goddess. Also I like pie...
The clip is on my visual diary, where I stuck a piece of paper onto it's cover, which says things like, 'do not read this', 'do not draw in this' etc and it's kinda saying do EVERYTHING opposite.

I went to Borders and got 3 books for the price of 2! They were the Mediator series, and if you think about it I got 6 books for the price of two, because it's actually two books in one book. So it's pretty cool.

The rest of the Mediator series, as well as my favourite book 'Just Listen.' Also a bunch of other Sarah Dessen books and other books that are overdue massively but I can't return because all the libraries I know are closed due to repairing.

CACTI! I've been wanting a cactus lately so I got one on Saturday! My favourite is the right one, but the left is also pretty cute. They were really cheap too, like 5 bucks altogether. The right one is called Sonic.

A card my best friend drew for me! It says love btw, isn't it nice?

 And that really sums up my missing days.
Goodbye, freedom. The Queen's Birthday was good while it lasted.

What is happiness?

I don't know why, but lately I'm being feeling happier. Like, I'm still tired, wishing I was at home when I'm at school, wishing that I had someone who liked me, wishing that parabola's weren't so hard to understand. But, little by little each day, I've been thinking, 'this isn't so bad.' It has it's bad points, but also it has some good points.
I've been thinking this inside my head lately, but I was just afraid of jinxing it, because although I believe in God I still kind of believe in those small silly things, like if I put my right contact in first, then it'll be a bad day. And if I say I'm happy, someone will come along and decide, hey she looks too happy lets punish her for it. But I'm pretty sure I'm the one that decides my future, not a magic ball.
I also read this book called Happy Kid! about a guy who can never see the bright side. In the end, he starts to get optimistic, like if he does bad in a test, he thinks that maybe he can do better next time.
So is my life getting better, or am I just thinking it? I'm not quite sure, but I know I don't want it to end.

Parabola's suck.

As you know, I've been having a kind of doodle-sharpie obssession and now I want the Sharpie Rub-a-Dub Laundry Marker! I want them because me and my best friend are going out to buy a sweater and decorate it for the Harry Potter movie, and also I want to decorate my pink converse, because I don't really like them. It would be cooler if they were white, but oooh well.

The Sharpie Rub-a-Dub Laundry Marker is good, because:

• it won't rub off in the wash
• so it's basically waterproof
• perfect for marking fabrics 

I'm so excited! EEEEEEEEEEEEE

I'll take a picture when I buy the sharpie and decorate my shoes!

Also, I've grown to hate parabola's.