Zzzz

I am so tired. It's 6 and I just came back from my friends since 1. Heres what we did:

• walk to the mall
• watch a movie, where I mainly just covered up my eyes. It had aliens in it ugh. 
• Finish. 
• Walk more. 
• Contacts get dry. 
• Walk. 
• Go home. 

SO TIRED! I'll talk about it tomorrow.

Tumblr/Blogger

Do you know the main reason why I don't like Tumblr?

Sure, it has awesome as photos, and it's amazing. But you can't be seclusive, spill out your heart onto the keyboard, or just rant on about something you love. Because there are people you know, people that you know you don't want them to know stuff about. People probably expect me to have some super high fashion blog or something, and I'm just not like that. And if I got a Tumblr, I would'nt be able to be my whole self, and then I'm being untrue to myself even on cyber-space.

You may same I'm being dramatic. And I may be.
But I just don't want to lose what I've gotten from Blogger.
And that is why I love Blogger.

How do I explain this...

I'm just looking through some Tumblr photos of some people I know, and even though I don't like Tumblr (no offence) they have the coolest photos ever. My point in this is that do you have anyone that you sometimes see, and wish that you got to know that person?

I always do, some are in my class and some are just people I walk past Some people are even people I used to be friends with.
How did I begin to think like this? Well right now I'm on this Tumblr of this girl I know in my class, and the more I look through it the more I think, 'she's just like me'. I've always kinda wanted to be her friend, and this other girl whose in my latin class. Like, she likes the type of photos I do, she's christian, she loves Harry Potter, considers herself weird, and a nerd. Just like me! But I can't do anything about it really. I mean, we sit opposite sides. Same with the other girl. I've talked to them like twice, but only polite talk. If only I'd been in there class last year, but instead I was in the other nerd class. It's not like I'll cry if I don't become friends with them, its just... they seem like someone I could become friends with. You know.

Do you have people you want to get closer to?

One of the coolest things ever.

Before I explain what cool thing I found, I just want to tell you a story that happened less than 3 minutes ago. I was about to eat my boiled egg, see? And (weird as this sounds) I usually crack my eggs by crushing it in my hands. So I was surprised when my egg splurted out yellowy gloopy liquid onto my hands.

Not cool.

Anyways, today at school my friend/not told me this awesome website she said reminded me of her and it is FREAKING AWESOME!

I mean, popcorn and coke tasting gum for the movies, as well as hotdogs, beer and peanut tasting gum for the park? Mustache lollipops and band aids, not to mention giant mustache refrigerator magnets? Snoopy's green hot chocolate? And a magical garden that grows pink blossoms? The list goes on and on.

And where do these awesome stuff come from?
FROM NARNIA! (sadly I'm joking, bu click the link)

Not only they have awesome random stuff, they have accessories, clothes and etc!
(bacon toothpaste, ipod hoodies, hamburger phones...)

I am in love.

Sometimes I wish I was bald. Or not.

Sooooooo, lately I've been real fed up with my hair, because I got it permanently straightened.... OR I THOUGHT SO UNTIL I HAD A SHOWER AND FOUND THAT I STILL HAVE MY STUPIDLY NOT STRAIGHT OR CURLY HAIR!
You see, my hair is neither wavy or straight. It looks like it's on the verge of a curl, but then it stops. And it appears in random places, leaving my hair look stupidly frizzy. Also my fringe/bang/side parting or whatever it is, always looks awfully flat. I try to brush my fingers through it to make it look all natural and sweeped to the side, but it DOESN'T WORK. Luckily, I found a way to make it look nicer with a hair straightner (pooop) so I might try that tomorrow.

But for the rest of my hair? Well, although I might regret this I was thinking that maybe I should go back to being... you know, curly? I have quite thick hair so I don't know if that's going to look nice on me but I can always experiment, right? And I'm not going to risk getting split ends, so I'm going to plait my hair at night, and take it out in the morning. However, I'm only going to do this when my hair is completely not straight so my money wasn't a complete waste. Maybe it'll look nice, or not.

TEEHEE

#1

Today is Friday, and we all know what that means, don't we? Actually you probably wont, so here it is: FRIDAY MEANS QUOTE NIGHT! *does crazy dance around the room.* And today is my first quote, so please don't throw cream pies at me if you hate whatever I blog. I'm only writing what I think.

So today my quote is this:

"Music is a total constant. That's why we have such a strong visceral connection to it, you know? Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, or a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in your or the world, that one song says the same, just like that moment." 

 Oh, how true this quote is. I don't know, but I think to everyone, music means something to them. Like it might be a song you always crazily dance to, or maybe it's your every night lullaby, or maybe you shared this song with  your first love. Thats why music is so important, because it's so much more powerful that a few lyrics (or not) and a melody. It has the power to take you into time, 2, 4, 5 years into the past and take you to the time where maybe you first listened to that song, or shared a interesting memory with it. My friend was reading this book while she was listening to this song, and now every time she hears that song, it reminds her of the book. One of my songs on my playlist reminds me of this movie, about a romance between a guy and a girl which always got me to tear up. And there are so many other examples, which I just can't think of right now but they're there. Face it, music is a big impact on our lives.

For example, when your sad, maybe you like to listen to a little dancey pop music, like one of those songs that make you just want to leap up and jump about. Maybe, when you're angry you like to listen to heavy metal music to the loudest volume until you can't hear anything. And maybe when you feel stressed, you celebrate by listening to classical music because it relaxes you. See? Music is like a remedy, when your feeling  down, angry, or maybe even happy, something that takes you away from reality and just for those couple of minutes, where you can drown yourself into a song. There's a lot of opinions on music, pop, jazz, classic, etc but to be honest I don't think it really matters what type of music you like (yes, even those songs you can hardly call 'music') because it's that person who listens to it, not you. It's not you who likes to listen to it, who feels better each time they hit the rewind button. Its the person, and it only matters to them.

Well that's it for today! I'm sorry if it's shorter/longer than you wanted it, but I have to go. And be warned: there will be a lot of music quotes coming up!


(Oh yes.)

Duckie

Weeeeelll, I was doing my homework and came to so many things that I was just so confused about and I really wanted to write them down in my blog. But then I got on the phone with not just a friend, but someone who is like family to me. That is how close we are, and I seriously dont know how I could have stayed sane without her. Although she drives me nuts.

And so, I'll save my little (or not) talk about my confusion for another sad rainy day, and even though it's not Quote Night, I just want to wrap this post up with a quote dedicated to this special sister of mine:

"Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a bestfriend."

And I drink my diet coke to that.