Word of the day

Recently, I've been liking to go onto dictionary websites and find out strange words. I've been trying to work on my narrow vocab, and so I subscribed this thing that emails me a word per day.

Yesterday's word was 'dapple', a spotted or mottled marking.
Today's word is:

Carnorous: Richly melodious; pleasant sounding; musical.


I can already tell I'm going to forget this...

#2

So on Friday, silly me I forgot about QUOTE NIGHT! My sucky excuse is that I was going over to my friends house, but I bought my laptop with me! *slaps head* I suck at commitment oh dear.

Well even though I'm sleepy and have a lot of homework, here's a short quote for the night, and I promise to have a kick-ass one on friday instead I PROMISE.

"Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend."

This is one of my favourite quotes. Why? It is so damn true. Everyone goes through crap in their lifes, obstacles that make you want to snuggle into your covers forever. But those friends of yours will drag you out, kick some sense into you and slowly with their help you heal. And I am proud to say that I have two best friends who are there for me.

This post is actually dedicated to my closest friend, Duckiee. I guess she is my best friend, but I like to call her my sister, my other half. We meet when we were 1, and no it's not one of those stories where we were friends forever. Around year 5, we stopped becoming friends where I remembered she told me that she wanted to stop being friends. As I was little, I didn't really care. Actually, I think we both forgot about it haha. Then in year 7 I brought her to my church and it was awkward at the time, and we actually bonded through having hair competitions... You know them? It's when you yank one of your hairs out and see whos hair is the thickest. Anyway, we had a lot of fights with my other church friends (now that I think about it, Duckiee and me have never actually fought). The reason why I love Duckiee is that she doesn't care what I say, and I am be totally comfortable around her. I can yell at her, kick her, laugh with her, roll my eyes at her and she can do the same but we both won't mind. We have a little tiff, but then the next second we'll be making toasties. It's kind of as if we balance each other out. I take away her drama queeness with my seriousness, she makes me understand more of other people, and we both balance out each other's weirdness. We're both really different though, she's a year older for example, hypo, skinny, active, whereas I'm chubbier, quieter (no thats a lie, I actually don't know who's louder, it depends), more independent (I like to be alone sometimes), sarcastic. However we both support each other. I don't know how sick she must be of me ranting about a certain school friend, who I am actually really enjoying school with. I was in a kind of as not depressed but sad mood as you could be last year and she helped me. I'm helping her with her love life, the Jinny boy and I don't know how many times she has spazzed about him. But I have to admit- 'my life would suck without you.'

Now, on the other hand there is my official best friend, Jessie. Jessie and me have been bst friends since primary. We have the weirdest crazes ever, like pokemon, cartoons and now Harry Potter (ee! We're choosing what to wear when the movie comes out). We are such a good match, jokey, doodly, etc. I've always felt that we're more of a like, less serious intense best friends because I don't really talk to her about my problems. We go to different schools which is hard, but we ring a lot and we Facebook heaps. Yesturday we rang and she ended up crying, because this girl who she followed bitched about her on Tumblr, and I mean seriously, keep that shit to yourself! And although I usually find situations like this awkward, I didn't find it too much, and I felt really happy because I was one of te two people she told about this. Jessie although she might not know it, has also been a lot of help in the past. Last year, I kind of thought I was a freak (okay I am weird) because-well actually I still don't really know, it's hard to explain. Anyway, whenever I talked to her and Duckiee, I felt as if I had two great friends who looked over a weirdness, and saw someone who was real, that could be hurt sometimes. You know?

And that is why I love Duckiee and Jessie so much.
I seriously don't know who I would be without them.

Zzzz

I am so tired. It's 6 and I just came back from my friends since 1. Heres what we did:

• walk to the mall
• watch a movie, where I mainly just covered up my eyes. It had aliens in it ugh. 
• Finish. 
• Walk more. 
• Contacts get dry. 
• Walk. 
• Go home. 

SO TIRED! I'll talk about it tomorrow.

Tumblr/Blogger

Do you know the main reason why I don't like Tumblr?

Sure, it has awesome as photos, and it's amazing. But you can't be seclusive, spill out your heart onto the keyboard, or just rant on about something you love. Because there are people you know, people that you know you don't want them to know stuff about. People probably expect me to have some super high fashion blog or something, and I'm just not like that. And if I got a Tumblr, I would'nt be able to be my whole self, and then I'm being untrue to myself even on cyber-space.

You may same I'm being dramatic. And I may be.
But I just don't want to lose what I've gotten from Blogger.
And that is why I love Blogger.

How do I explain this...

I'm just looking through some Tumblr photos of some people I know, and even though I don't like Tumblr (no offence) they have the coolest photos ever. My point in this is that do you have anyone that you sometimes see, and wish that you got to know that person?

I always do, some are in my class and some are just people I walk past Some people are even people I used to be friends with.
How did I begin to think like this? Well right now I'm on this Tumblr of this girl I know in my class, and the more I look through it the more I think, 'she's just like me'. I've always kinda wanted to be her friend, and this other girl whose in my latin class. Like, she likes the type of photos I do, she's christian, she loves Harry Potter, considers herself weird, and a nerd. Just like me! But I can't do anything about it really. I mean, we sit opposite sides. Same with the other girl. I've talked to them like twice, but only polite talk. If only I'd been in there class last year, but instead I was in the other nerd class. It's not like I'll cry if I don't become friends with them, its just... they seem like someone I could become friends with. You know.

Do you have people you want to get closer to?

One of the coolest things ever.

Before I explain what cool thing I found, I just want to tell you a story that happened less than 3 minutes ago. I was about to eat my boiled egg, see? And (weird as this sounds) I usually crack my eggs by crushing it in my hands. So I was surprised when my egg splurted out yellowy gloopy liquid onto my hands.

Not cool.

Anyways, today at school my friend/not told me this awesome website she said reminded me of her and it is FREAKING AWESOME!

I mean, popcorn and coke tasting gum for the movies, as well as hotdogs, beer and peanut tasting gum for the park? Mustache lollipops and band aids, not to mention giant mustache refrigerator magnets? Snoopy's green hot chocolate? And a magical garden that grows pink blossoms? The list goes on and on.

And where do these awesome stuff come from?
FROM NARNIA! (sadly I'm joking, bu click the link)

Not only they have awesome random stuff, they have accessories, clothes and etc!
(bacon toothpaste, ipod hoodies, hamburger phones...)

I am in love.

Sometimes I wish I was bald. Or not.

Sooooooo, lately I've been real fed up with my hair, because I got it permanently straightened.... OR I THOUGHT SO UNTIL I HAD A SHOWER AND FOUND THAT I STILL HAVE MY STUPIDLY NOT STRAIGHT OR CURLY HAIR!
You see, my hair is neither wavy or straight. It looks like it's on the verge of a curl, but then it stops. And it appears in random places, leaving my hair look stupidly frizzy. Also my fringe/bang/side parting or whatever it is, always looks awfully flat. I try to brush my fingers through it to make it look all natural and sweeped to the side, but it DOESN'T WORK. Luckily, I found a way to make it look nicer with a hair straightner (pooop) so I might try that tomorrow.

But for the rest of my hair? Well, although I might regret this I was thinking that maybe I should go back to being... you know, curly? I have quite thick hair so I don't know if that's going to look nice on me but I can always experiment, right? And I'm not going to risk getting split ends, so I'm going to plait my hair at night, and take it out in the morning. However, I'm only going to do this when my hair is completely not straight so my money wasn't a complete waste. Maybe it'll look nice, or not.

TEEHEE