Knitting, a few cookies and TBBT

Sorry I haven't been on my blog for a while, but I guess I haven't really had anything to ramble on about. Also I've actually been hanging around with my friends in the holidays (which are ending this week BOO) so I've probably already said everything I've needed to. But you will see plenty of me when I'm back at school!

Right now, I've begun knitting my friend a scarf- and I think I'm getting kind of good! Here's a photo of how it' going to look:
(I just went upstairs to get my camera when it was actually downstairs...)

It's actually more of a darker pinkish red, but yeah! I'm proud of myself though yay!
(Oh gosh, I hope I don't turn into one of those knitting blogs...)

SOFT KITTY WARM KITTY <3

#5

My mother just told me that I was't a very nice child as a child.
Me, a bully? PAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


So here's the quote, which I chose because I've been telling my friend this a lot. 

"Shoulda, coulda, woulda. It's so easy in the past tense. "

No point in regretting the past, because all that complaining isn't going to do anything apart from give you a headache. And nothing changes, unless you actually do something instead of thinking.


(Sorry, I just came back from the mall and I'm feeling exhausted. I'll edit this in a few hours.) 

That feeling...

....you get after your conversation with your math teacher and you realize that you have nothing your actually good at and you have no future and then you start playing a song on your piano expressing your anger and tear up.

I wish there was such job as eating chocolates while writing about your sad life. Because I would be very good at that.

Hot water bottles, knitting needles and a box of tissues.

Well I don't want to rant too much, but my favourite program is now Drop Dead Diva. 

Yes, it brought me to tears. I mean, it really taught me how it is like to lose someone, and not being able to have the one you love when they're literally right infront of you.

Basically, it's about this model called Deb who had a car accident. At the same timeish, there is this pushover lawyer called Jane who is super smart who gets shot. Deb ends up in this place where they decided for people to either go to heaven or hell depending on the bad/good deeds you've done. Fred, the guy doing the organizing tells her that she's done no good or bad deeds, and just shallow. Angered, Deb presses the return button returning her to Earth not in her body, but Jane's and now has to live the life of Jane's without anyone else knowing she's Deb apart from her bestfriend Stacey and Fred, her guardian angel. And that's pretty hard when she has to work as a lawyer with the guy she still loves Greyson, Deb's fiancée who is  working also as a lawyer.

AAAAAAHHH! First, Drop Dead Diva is funny, with just the right amount of awwwhness, comedy and drama. It's also sad, and my favourite episode is the one with the clown. It used to just be fun, but then I just started to cry. Although it doesn't have a lot of scenes with Greyson and Deb/Jane, it's so sad for both of them, especially Deb/Jane. I mean, how can you act normal when the guy you love works with you and you see him moving on, even if you know it's the right thing? And don't get me started on the cliffhanger of season 2. I mean, now I have to wait for season 3 until June?! Just insaaane. 

While I was watching this, I was also knitting. Yes, I know how to knit. Since yesturday, I've been knitting a cover for my hot water bottle because it smells like rubber. 

It's taking aaages, but whatever. It's fun, hahahahahaha. 

I'm feeling a little nausea-tic, I think it's because I haven't been out aaall day. Sigh.

#4

I am veryveryveryvery exhausted. And it's not like I even stayed up all night!

Yesturday was yes, my last day of  school * SQUEAL*
Sadly, not my last forever, just you know, until my 2 weeks end.

I was going to go to Duckiee's house to do some cooking yesturday but I couldn't be stuffed because it was too complicated. I sound like a nice friend right? Don't worry, me and her have this strange friendship where we say whatever we want.

Anyway, so instead of baking, I spent all yesterday watching some drama episodes, until like 12:30 not kidding. By then I was kinda tired, and then I looked beside to the tv and realised oh dear. Because what was on was this korean thiller drama and I hate scary stuff. Only this drama wasn't actually graphically haunting, it was just...freaky.Like you didn't know what was going to happen next.
(So after that around 1 I slowly got to my bed and read until 3 and was freaking out that I might get nightmares. Typically of me, I slept like a baby.)


Here's my FRIDAY NIGHT QUOTE that I forgot to send yesterday because I was too engaged in the scary drama.

'But if everything was always smooth and perfect, you'd get too used to that, you know? You have to have a little bit of disorganization now and then. Otherwise, you'll never really enjoy it when things go right.'

Imagine having perfect control over your life, no mess ups at all. Your shirts were always clean, your face never had milk around your mouth, and your hair always looked perfect. Sounds great, huh? But we don't have a magical fairy who does those kind of things for us. Just like Macy in The Truth about Forever, you'll focus on being perfect, and become narrow minded, and not actually enjoy how perfect your life is. That's why I kind of like having a messy bedroom. Sure, it can make you feel kinda messy but it's full of surprises, like one day you might find that missing sock, or another day you might find some money. And when you get your bedroom finally clean, you have that feeling of achievement. Until that is, you get your room messy again.

I want my room like this...

Caaaakepops.

I should be doing my homework, but instead I found the cutest food blog ever! Normally food blogs make me want to shut down my computer, but this one is just freaking awesome. It makes my mouth water and now I'm really hungry. I found out something that I want to make with my friend this friday for Easter!

They're called cakepops, and they're basically like cake crumbs smashed together with frosting and then dipped with chocolate or whatever and stuck on a stick I think. Aren't they cute?

Obviously ours won't be as super caaaawte as these, but I'm hoping they'll at least be recognizable! We're thinking of maybe easter egg and bunny shaped ones to give to our church and maybe some other ones just for us. I'll upload photos if they end up okay!

Now I really should study for my English test, only I can't really be bothered. But after tomorrow is the last day of school so yippieee!

Freedoom.
(Doom? I meant freedom...)

Dodgeball is fuuuun.

My eye is getting better. The mum finally arrived around 3, and then we went to the doctors. Basically it's a type of a sty, or whatever. But it's gotten way better!

Today was mufti day, which was pretty cool. In the morning I was doing that whole panicking thing where your like, 'IS IT MUFTI OR NOT?!'
(Luckily, it was.)

School's been pretty good, like not bad but not looking forward, simply just because I'm lazy. I have to go to school blind now because I can't wear my contacts, but I bring my glasses just in case.

At the end of school, we had P.E which was really annoying at the beginning because we had to change our nice clothes into yucky P.E clothes. But then we played Dodgeball which got us pretty hyped up, and even though I couldn't see well I still hit some people.

And then we played the coolest game ever.
It's called Cone something, and it's when you have a cone in the middle of the gym and a lot of dodgeballs. There's four groups, and each group stands outside this square (the cone is inside the square) on each edge. The aim is to hit the cone and try and get it to someone else's line. It sounds simple, but it is puuuuuuureee genius.

I've got to go now, I have to do my homework. (Also my mum is yelling at me because I haven't start on my homework. Also because I left on the straighter on the whole day.)