So... hungry (but it's 3:09am here)

I've been writing shit posts the past few days, just basically on my revision but I'm not really in the mood to write something properly.
However, I could have today but instead I just surfed the web and did no revision.

I'll just panic about it tomorrow.

I'm hammered. Exhausted. Worn out.

And this time, I've only done 2 hours of revising. However in the state I'm in (lack of concentration from lack of sleep) I don't think I can study so just going to do latin translation, memories countries/cities for social studies then sleep. Okay.

Things I have done today:

• english- lay out my themes, characters, symbolisms for my essay
• done two pages in my language book and revised the close reading terms
• done my 1-day worth of math
• only two pages of science revision sheet (I told you, I'm sleep deprived)
• Watched 10 episodes of an anime. 

I can see why I haven't done much work...

I don't think I mentioned this, but I have exams coming up next week and I've barely studied. I keep telling myself to start revising early, like at 5pm or something but I always have this certain time that I end up studying at: 8:30pm. All the time. It's a little strange.

And when I start at that time, I become all sleepy and blaaah so by the time I've done 3 and a half hours of work I've hardly done anything. It's very sad.

I should do my english revision today as well but I'm just knackered so I'm just going to fill out my english booklet, read over my latin notes and go to sleep.

Goodnight

Exam revision is killing me

Actually, procrastination is. I started working at 9pm, and just then as I was revising for english I fell asleep for like 10 minutes. I haven't even been revising a lot, like thirty minutes doing maths homework, thirty minutes on latin, another ten-thirty on english and was going to do science and social studies but it's going to take too long so just going to do social studies revision then sleep, although science is pretty important. I'll just do it tomorrow.

Of course, this is now procrastination usually starts; I'll do it later.

Warning: Serious boringness coming ahead.

I'm back (well you obviously know that if you're reading, but whatever.)

I read my old posts last night, and I was a little ashamed at some of the posts I wrote. This is a blog where there is no judging, yet I still did some discrimination no matter how small it was. I really am still immature.

So how was my day? if you don't want to read a whole list of ramblings on my boring day, just click the 'x' button haha


I woke up at 8:00am today, got out of bed and washed my face. After shoving my contacts into my eyes for like 5 minutes (it seriously wouldn't go in), I got changed into my tight uniform. Obviously I need to slim down, but I'm far too lazy to actually lose weight.
Got ready at 8:30am and walked to school for like 5minutes. School was pretty good; especially last period in P.E. Yes, normally I hate P.E but we got to basically do whatever we wanted to do so my friend and I played volleyball and it was good fun. Oh, and I learnt that I have long arms.
I came back home sweating, so I took a shower which was really NICE. Seriously it's so hot here I think I'm going to meeeelt.
And now I'm on the computer. And probably will be until it's 8:30pm and then I'll start my revision for my exams even though I should really start earlier as they're next week.
Then I'll sleep probably after 2am and another day will start.

That's all for now I guess. Goodbye,


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Quick rant before I go off

I've been feeling a strange distance towards a close friend of mine. I thought it had gone away, but it turns out it hasn't. Whenever I'm with her, I feel a sharp feeling of bitterness and I somehow feel like I want to just snap at her. I'm not quite sure why but I think she's somehow upset me. Or, I'm being a bitch but I've never actually really felt like this to anyone, especially someone as close to me as she is.

It's Halloween today

Wow. It's seriously been a long time since I've been on here.
Things look different; I mean even the font and layout looks different although I think it's just me hallucinating. I've changed too although I'm not sure whether it's for the better or not- the old me would have cringed to see how I am now, but standing in my shoes right now the world doesn't look so bad. I like the shoes I'm in right now.

(Excuse my strange rambling.)

Some (or none) may ask why I never go on my blog now. Pure laziness? Not really; I am lazy but I find time to go on the computer. I think that maybe, maybe my time for now has gone with Blogger, and soon maybe in weeks, months, hopefully not years I will come back to it. I don't really know.

I really like Blogger. It was almost like my journal; somewhere I could just spill my thoughts on, somewhere no one else would see. It didn't matter that I was alone because that was the whole point. Just me with myself.

Gosh this sounds like I'm saying goodbye. But I'm not. I mean, heck I might even go back onto Blogger this week again because writing right now in such a long time feels good. Or maybe not. I don't know; I just don't want to make any promises that I can't keep.


I'll see you guys soon.

Electricity problem

ㄱIts 9:30pm and we havent had any power in our house since three the latest...

It wasn too bad until i realised that i cannot do any homework because a) its on the computer or b) i cant see anything.

Bah humbug.

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Its now 5.07am and I should go to sleep. I accidentally slept at 11 waiting for the electricity man and woke up at two to revise for my test. Which i did for like thirty minutes...

So ive been surfing the web the whole time on my phone and i guess i should go to sleep now. The moral of this random story?

Make sure you always have batteries in your torches. Or better, have electricity because it can get annoying.

Anyways goodnight/morning!

Here I am once again

This procrasination is getting old.
And addictive.

Once again, I am SCREWED.

Oh how lazy I am.

It's Wednesday, and I haven't been to school since last Friday.

Why?
Because it's been snowing...


It's snowed twice this year, which is awesome since it didn't snow last year or the year before. When my friends and I found out that it was going to snow again, we started to dance.

I seriously love snow, or at least for the first few days. I mean, it may be freezing cold but you can have snow ball fights, make snowgirls and even skip school.

However, it wasn't until today when reality hit me-snow doesn't last forever.

Which means...
GOING BACK TO SCHOOL.

I checked my school website, and I didn't realise that my teachers had put up homework for us. Shit.

School meant sleeping early and waking up early, or most likely sleeping late and waking up early. Or not sleeping at all.


Tomorrow morning, I was probably going to be like this:

In class I'm probably going to be so sleepy that I look like this...

Sleeping becomes an addiction. In morning tea and lunch time that's all I pretty much do, while listening to music.

And when I get home... well I would sleep more if I could but no, I then have HOMEWORK.

The only solution to this is...for it to snow.




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PLEASE LET IT SNOW AGAIN!!!

Hahaha. I know I'm being lazy. I know that school is good, because it educates us and blah blah.

(But still, more snow would be nice.)

Don't worry, my cheese toastie didn't burn

As I expected, the snow only lasted for a day which actually pleased me because by the time it was evening I was getting sick of the whiteness that was blinding my eyes.

School started on Monday, and I'm doing quite well. It feels like I've been there forever, but I'm not complaining and just dealing with it. It could be worse, because right now school life is pretty chill. 

My obsession? Still got it, and my friend's still think I'm crazy. Buuut it has gotten a lot better, and now I am pretty sane. Ish. 

I've sort of grown apart with one of my closest friends, and I don't really know why. In the holidays we were just in two separate worlds, and although we text each other, we don't ring as much basically because my phone always dies. However, apart from not talking to each other as much, we still seem pretty okay. I guess we're kinda like two sisters, sometimes we don't talk but we'll always have time for the other, and not be judgemental. That's the thing I love about her; we never judge each other no matter how annoying, crazy or just plain stupid we are. I have to admit, that I have been a little distant because I'm not the type of person who actually likes to text or call (I am known to be lazy) but I wish that she'd... I don't know actually but I hope we get to hang out one day because we're both pretty busy lately. 

One thing that's made me proud is that as soon as school started I've been doing pretty well in my homework, and doing it. I don't know how long that will last though. 

We're doing Taming of the Shrew at school and although Shakespeare's language is confusing me, it's really fun.

I'm sorry for having become so boring, but I promise you that I'll have something interesting to say next time! So since my cheese toastie is burning, it's goodbye for now!

Snoooow

I cant believe it... Last night i went to open the door for my mum and what do i see? Hundreds of small little flakes, not the pathetic annoying hail we got in the morning.

It is a July miracle- we havent had snow in like four or three years here. And its not as much as what i saw in Korea but its more exciting because its not common here.

Well im trying to not touch it too much because dirty snow is so un pure looking and kinda gross... But soon i wont be able to resist!

(no that isnt a random picture of my finger im trying to show how deep it is.)

Obsessed.

I haven't really been on my blog lately, and it's not forever, I'm just having this time where I'm just so pre-occupied...

with yes, something that my friends find strange, and annoying but I don't think I'm going to be stopping any soon, despite whether I want to or not. However, it will cool down in a week or so, so you'll be seeing my face soon...

unless this new obsession of mine takes over my life.
At that point, there is no hope.

(...)
(HAHAHA! I think only I can understand what I'm talking about...)

Qwerty

That empty feeling in your stomache and you dont know why...

And you just feel so sad and a tear rolls down.

Mario, Pokemon, Harry Potter, my desk, spelling errors and more procrasinating...

I think the title describes it all... But basically my days have been average, drawing in my science books, knitting things for my cactus and etc. However when my sister came over she pointed out to me that i had spelt Judge wrong the whole time. Before it had been Jugde.

I was blown away. HOW HAD I NOT REALISED?!

As i write this im actually procrasinating to not study for my latn test tomorrow. Its just so annoying but luckily i finish school in two days.

Harry Potter is coming out soon... Actually maybe it comes out tomorrow. Anyways i am very excited for it but slightly sad as if i realised that i am growing up...

Another fact; my friend and the guy whoses three years older and liked her and who i talked about in my blog kissed. Or more accurately he kissed her. But is there a big difference?

Seriously my mind has blown up again. What is coming of this world?

P.S i drew Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, the star and the poke ball, and the writing with my left hand. Did i tell you im teaching myself to write with my left hand?

Dear Mr Procrastination,

I am NOT going to allow this anymore. Oh yes, I am putting down my foot for good this time. No more wasting time when I could be doing homework, or deciding to take nap times at random times.
Things are about to change.
I am not going to let you bully me into the wonderful goodness of being lazy, and surfing the net to find out some shit I don't need. No matter how fun you are.
I'VE HAD ENOUGH. I'm going to be that good girl my mummy thinks I am, and behave myself.

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Okay fine, you caught me red-handed once again, but I swear it wasn't my fault! It was just that looking at (enter celebrity crush's name) was so fun, and I forgot to do my english/math/science/social studies/or all the above homework and by the time I realised I hadn't done my homework it was 12am.
I'm sorry, I'll try harder. Okay, I know I always say that, but I'll change! I'll turn into a different person! Just don't leave me, because I don't know what I'd do without you.

Sincerely,
Anonymous (and those other people who procrastinate).

P.S I wonder why I made Procrastination a man...?

Celebrity crushes and bruises

I've been playing soccer in P.E lately, and strangely enough I am enjoying it so much. I mean, who doesn't love kicking soccer balls at people, trying to dodge the enemies weapon, and blocking the goal?

The only minus is, that you often get hit with the ball, especially on the shin and stomach like me.

However, on a brighter note I have gotten a new crush... A CELEBRITY CRUSH.
(Oh yes, I have swooped this low.) And lets just say that he's my little baby monkey


<3

Yogurt skin/hair care

So basically all week ive been doing this thing that i saw on bubzbeauty which is this yogurt skin/hair care and all you need is, well obviously yogurt. I cant be bothered to write down how to do it so il post the video insid here.

What i noticed about the yogurt face pack thin is that it made my skin naturally more soft and moisturised? Also it went a little more whiter which was nice.

The hair one, which i did tonight i cant really tell because i got magic straight which makes your hair look sliky and helthy anyway. But at least it hasnt made it worse.

So my friend (the one who made my mind explodee) just came back on her sorta date with the guy whoses three or so years older. And hes actually okay nd nice even though he looks like a player. But as i say, dont judge.
So she had a good night while where was i? Oh yes watching youtube videos. Haha nah i actually like staying home and bumming around. Which is starting to become worring...

So anywau i hope her and the guy turn out well and because my fingers and eyes are sore im going to sleep. Night night!

Latin teachers are creepy.

My latin teacher is slightly pedophile ish.

And also seems to be into bribery...
Inteeeeeresting...

I love you God

Yesturday I came back from this church service, which had been amazing, one of the best ones I'd been to.
I wanted to text about it but because I was on my phone my fingers hurt and I was incredibly tired, so I decided to just write a draft copy and edit it the day after which is NOW.

So on Sunday a couple of friends and I decided to go to a church service kind of thing, which we heard Jayesslee were performing! Duckiee and I LOVE THEM! We love their voice and their humor. They're also my friend's idol because she too wants to sing, play the guitar and perform.
So if you don't know them here's a video:

SO they're Christian which I find really cool! And they sing amazing, even better in person. I was so excited when I saw them, and wanted to talk to them but... (I'll explain later)
Anyways, so they sang and already after the second song I was in tears! And yes, I have been emotional lately but also because she sang a song she wrote herself and wow. The lyrics spoke to the heart, and it was a song that everyone could relate to. I especially could because on friday I had a sort of fight with a friend.

(Btw it's called Failure in Disguise)

I won't go explain what this sort of fight was about, but basically it left us in a awkward situation and I felt so crap because I had just gotten a not achieved mark in social studies, and almost as if a trigger was pushed I started crying, which was pretty embarrassing as I was at school. Long story into short, we were okay but I still felt awful because to me it seemed like it was all my fault (to which my friend (not the one I fought with)said that although i kind of accidentally started it, I didn't mean to and my other friend didn't exactly react how she should have.) The whole weekend I was feeling sick about it, and regretful.
Back to Sunday night, as I heard this song I could feel that it related to me, because I've felt lonely, alone so many times. Also this one line , 'Have you ever felt like you just stepped over the line, and then did you just pretend everything was fine' related to the fight I had. It was just so... coincidental.
Then we had the priest and he was the best priest I had ever heard! As you may know, I'm Korean but I speak English so much better. And it's always been awkward for me when you get those tests and it's like are you english or asian and your like umm.... Because although I love Korea and am Korean, I feel like I'm more   english because I've been living in a english-speaking country for so long. It gets really confusing and annoying, and this man also knew how we felt because he was like that too. He also spoke in english and I could actually understand. He was really inspiring, funny, and his dedication to God was just so... strong and it made  me a little weepy. He also said really important stuff, like how some people don't know how much they're worth, and that everyone is priceless because they cost as much as the blood that Jesus bleed when dying for our sins. That wasn't the only thing that was awesome, but seeing how many people were dedicated to God and loved him was just... I don't really know how to sum it up but it made me all teary, and smiley. Overall, it was such a great experience and I felt so good and happy after it.
The only downside was that after it I really wanted to talk and get a signature from Janice and Sonia but we had to go so I was so disappointed! But I didn't mind too much, because the evening had been so amazing.
Anyways, I'm sorry for not writing in as much detail as I wanted to, but it was just too hard to (edit: just re-read this post and decided it was too long. Ops.). And to end this blogpost, I will put up a photo that includes Pokemon and God=absolute coolness.